Proxima
What bulbs defied my bargeboard,
And threw themselves from lines,
And burst into emancipated pieces
In a pile –
I do not care about them –
I only want for fire.
Your temperament’s medicinal,
Your volcanism, mild –
The answer to my prayers is what
Your Proxima provides –
I believe that Heaven’s low
And only You are high.
The window’s now benumbed
And marked by beetle-death and violet,
Transmuted into yellow lines
On paint roads for the termites –
The ledge beckons your foot back,
The room invites you home,
The once-and-future queendom of the bed is
Eating crumbs.
I would not prevaricate,
But prostrate –
Nothing could feel
Like feeling nothing else might.